I realized that wearing my own big girl panties meant that we had to cancel our vacation. And the denial I was in was soon replaced with disappointment. Deep disappointment. The kind that has you sobbing in the tub after the kids go to bed.

Call me selfish or spoiled…but there I was, feeling every bit of it.

The definition of disappointment is: the feeling of sadness or displeasure caused by the nonfulfillment of one’s hopes or expectations.

I knew that we had made the right, wise…even responsible decision! But being completely honest - there was some sadness and displeasure that accompanied it……